I’m thinking the whole week of making a call .. not an urgent call .. but It’s important for me to make that call .. 

Latest Call was a week ago .. at night .. and It wasn’t a good Thursday night .. Maybe I’m acting as I don’t care .. but I really care .. maybe I say It’s not making a difference .. but It’s for me ..

What’s wrong ? What happened .. In just a moment I lost many important things I had before .. In real .. In Dreams .. everywhere around me .. and now I got nothing to support me anymore ..

When I was younger, I thought I would be much better and getting more friends .. It wasn’t right .. I figured out I have so few real friends .. who care as they can .. and support whenever they could .. 

Should I Call or Not ?? I have no idea .. All I care for now is to kill first signs of depression around me .. as I promised before .. In A Call ..